NO brains and NO mouth!!!

These feelings rushed through my mind on Monday, November 06, 2006

What's The Point?

What's the point of having exams when your family knows you're no good at academics? What's the point of having exams if you keep disappointing them with your results? They want you to improve and brush up, of course but is it working? You may improve but is it worth it? Working so hard for something you don't enjoy. Working so hard for something you are not good at and you loathe. To EVERYONE who looks down on drop outs :

BILL GATES, THE SUCCESSFUL MULTI-ZILLIONARE WAS ALSO A DROP OUT.

ALBERT EINSTIEN COULDN'T SPELL WELL SO DON'T SCOLD YOUR CHILD AND FUSS ABOUT IT.

AVRIL LAVIGNE WAS ALSO A DROP OUT.

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I really want to go to Arts or Sports school. "Pursue your dreams and do what you love,"says my dad. Yeah, sure. But he forbids me to go to Arts or Sports school. BLEAH! "Pursue your dreams and do what you love"... AS IF HE MEANS WHAT HE SAYS! I HATE ACADEMICS. BUT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. Can't they understand that if I go to Arts or Sports school and do what I'm good at, I'll stop disappointing them? If I continue to go to normal school, I would be disappointing them EVEN MORE with bad results. I want to break free from this PRISON. SCHOOL LIFE'S A RUFF!!!

SOME GREAT PEOPLE ARE BAD AT ACADEMICS. SO WHAT? LOOK HERE - I AM ONE OF THEM BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN LOOK DOWN ON US. EVERYONE HAS TALENTS BE IT GOOD OR BAD. TALENTS ARE BETTER THAN DISAPPOINTMENTS SO BE OPTIMISTIC AND STOP LOOKING DOWN ON US!!!!!!!!! IF NOT, I WILL NEVER ACKNOWLEDGE YOU AS A PERSON THAT I KNOW.

These feelings rushed through my mind on Saturday, November 04, 2006

A whole lot of Improvement and a whole lot more of Idiots

YES!!! I'VE MADE IT!!!

I finally IMPROVED!!! From 60+ to 71.5(or 71 and a half)!!! I so... love myself! Shit... Now I got to confess!!! I MADE 2 CARELESS MISTAKES!!! SORRY MOMMY!!! =p But at least I improved, right? Oh ya... Math... = s ... Hm... I dunno... But you know it's going to be very bad right...

Anyway... The IDIOTS are those who keep flooding my tagboard with JUNK.
JUNKIES ON MY TAGBOARD (STRICTLY PROHIBITED) :
1. Vulgarity
2. Secksual (DUN WANNA SPELL IT) references
3. Links to unknown websites

SO NOW YOU KNOW IF YOU ARE ONE OF THE IDIOTS, RIGHT??? Anyway, even if you don't mind flooding it still, I CAN TRACK DOWN YOUR I.P ADDRESS...

These feelings rushed through my mind on Wednesday, November 01, 2006

WOO HOO!!! LET'S MOVE ON TO THE HO-HO-HO-LIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!

YES!!! IT'S FINALLY HERE!!! HOLIDAYS!!! I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS... AND REMINDER :


14 th Dec. - Someone's Birthday...

Oh yea!!! I know my marks for my Chinese test paper!!! I had the exams last and this week... Plus that and all the time I wasn't free, I couldn't blog. Some visitors who I know told me, "Ananta! Your blog is DEAD!!! When are you EVER going to blog?!?!?!"(One of them is JT)... I ACTUALLY IMPROVED MY CHINESE OKAY!!! I improved by 12 marks which isn't a big one but for my overall(Compo + Oral + Listening Comprehension + Test Paper) marks, I improved by 29.5!!! Okay, don't get excited. I still have English, Math and Science to go... MATH... The word just freaks me out... My weakest subject(Next to Chinese, of course!)! I hope I do improve! Or else my MOM WILL GET ME!!!

Okay, she is sure I know that. Anyway, to the somebody whose birthday is on 14th Dec(the one above) :

I got you a present already!!! Don't worry, it's not too ex(expensive - to others who don't know)! Oh and erm... I had a wierd dream about you on Sunday night!!! I'm so mad at myself but anyway, it's more of like, you appear in this car and I was playing "Taiti" with my friends(Clara, Annabelle and Aky, to those who know) and Annabelle said,"Oh, come already!" Then Clara said something which I CAN'T TELL YOU and then I just threw my cards on the floor(I remember I had 2 Aces and I set of flush[9,10,J,Q,K]) and just ran after your car. By the way, we were playing at a void deck which was near a playground. Then I think your you know, Stepmom opened the car door(Wierd, you drove but she came out from the driver's seat).

I took my belongings which were in your car(Dunno why they were there and I can't tell you what too!!!). Then you just walked out and called my name and then - I woke up... DAMNED ALARM CLOCK(I always said - That alarm clock is always bringing me misfortune...)!!! So anyway, the whole(I remembered when I was in Primary 1, I used to spell "whole" as "hole"...) thing is wierd.

Oh yea and NIKKO... PLEASE TELL ME YOUR CHINESE TEST PAPER'S MARKS(See! I'm even begging you at my blog...)!!!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH YES.... And Happy Halloween to all!!! Happy trick-or-treating to Lauren and Lea...

These feelings rushed through my mind on Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Such an EMBARRASSMENT

Yesterday, my Grandmother picked me up at school because my class was having extra lessons with my teacher. She totally embarrassed me with this "ah ma" t-shirt which made me want to die. I looked away from her because I totally hated her. Then, she called me... I thought, "OH SHIT." I tried to ignore her and pretended not to know her (I know it's mean but she dressed up so "ahma-ish"!). IT WAS THEN THAT AYUSHI CALLED ME... I hated my Grandmother. I CRIED TEARS OF ANGER... I WAS SO ANGRY... When we reached home, I told her NEVER to wear those type of clothes... Especially ones bought by her friend from Hong Kong because she bought those UGLY t-shirts. You just have to see it and puke!

These feelings rushed through my mind on Saturday, September 23, 2006

What happened to us on July 17th, 2006?

I'm just wondering... If we could be like the way we were. Sitting at that table... Playing at the Tree... Chatting away happily... Sharing weal and woe... Some of us just left without a word... Some of us were still believing... That one day we would be back together. Don't you think that it's pretty wierd that it spread like a disease? It all just started with one girl and ended up with two. We know we are like birds stuck in a cage but we weren't alone. Don't you think that we were much happier when we didn't leave? When you left you thought you would be happier, but isn't it the same? You aren't alone during recess and you still feel the same. If you want to be a free bird, you must have friends. If you do not want to ever have one, then stay out of my head.
P. S - This is dedicated to all four of you. Please do not get angry because some of my deep thoughts might be hurtful.
Story's below.
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Sigh sigh sigh. Everyday it was just the same thing. Bread on the table, get ready for school and all that. No friends to even accompany me. Except for my computer. The reason why I am so lonely is because I made the wrong decision. I left the world. I thought I would have no regrets but I really do now. You wouldn't know until you have experienced it. Like what they say, " If the stone falls upon the egg, alas for the egg! If the egg falls upon the stone, alas for the egg! "... Life is truly unfair. Sometimes you feel so blessed... And sometimes you just die. You feel like it's Doomsday... The end of everything. You never really know. I just happened to hate my life so much but somehow... I just blacked out when I was bathing. I didn't really know what happened but at the same time, I am so happy. Then again, there is a very big hole in my heart. The fork of the Devil pierced through it and now I'm a heartless. I am a subordinate to him now. Having to obey his orders is hard.

My good friend there ( in nowhere... I obviously don't know where I am... ), Serenity, said that we were sharing the same problems. We were similar in many ways. I thought I was a total heartless but she explained that my heart was still somewhere because I still know how to have feelings for others. Once after I had to fight with Sora, my best boyfriend ( friend who is a boy ), and I gave it to him. I lost but I was happy as I didn't have the courage to fight him. He didn't even recognise me though I gave him so many clues but I guess his loss of memory of me being his best girlfriend ( friend who is a girl ) was another result of the Devil's work. Then, Serenity explained that we weren't complete heartlesses as we still knew how to care for others while she was nursing my wounds. I was surprised because if the Devil had the chance to transform me into a complete heartless, why didn't he? Serenity told me it only happens to unique people who have the potential to care and it was because God defended us.

These feelings rushed through my mind on Thursday, September 21, 2006

Stress

Stress is overcoming me everyday... Then the next moment I know it, I am sitting in front of Mrs. Fauzi and Ms. Cindy Hou for an English Oral exam. Then, I continue to my Mother Tongue Oral exam on the SAME DAY. It is so STRESSING nowadays... So many things to accomplish... My dad is also sharing the same problems with me... Stress... His boss keeps on rushing him with his work! But if my dad fails, it is also okay because he is one of the best interior designers in that company so they can't afford to lose him! Haha... I just ended my conversation with him and we invented two words : Thasinglish (Thai + Singapore + English) and Stully (Stupid + Silly) but we didn't know why. Anyway, today's going to be a short entry because... Well, Gloria and Nikko know why. As for Lynn, I will tell you tomorrow.

These feelings rushed through my mind on Tuesday, September 12, 2006

3 more days!!!

WEEEEE!!! It's getting nearer and nearer!!! I love it today because 24 - 21 = 3 which is my lucky number!!! EVERYONE WHO KNOWS WHAT DAY IT IS... IF YOU HAVEN'T GOT IT, GO AND GET IT NOW!!! HAHA... I'M SO EVIL... But anyway... I hope I get something good from YOU guys!!! Especially you, LYNN, NIKKO AND GLORIA!!! Oh and I noticed that I didn't continue my story arhs... So now I will continue... But IF it's short, don't complain... I'm going to be BOSS on the 24th of August(Well for a day only...)!!! Oh & 12 : 01 is the time of... Well, it is related to the 24th of August somehow.
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"Ananta, what are you doing???" asked my Mother when she opened my bedroom door. "Dreaming, I guess," I replied, half-awake. I was about 5 metres in the air. "Now, Ananta," she said as she closed the door. "would you like a button mushroom-pizza?" she continued as she pulled out a creamy and scrumptious-looking button mushroom pizza. Without further ado, I gobbled 5 pieces at one go. "Wow... That was nice," I said, licking my lips. "Anymore surprises?" I asked my mother. "Sure! Have this... A Project on a Health Education Newsletter on Smoking," my mother said. "WHAT!?" I exclaimed. "It's done! You need not fret," my mother continued. Phew... I thought. "You can give it to your teacher," my mother assured me, as it was done... And superb!!! "Oh and one more thing Ananta," my mother continued shortly. "What is it?" I asked, thinking that more surprises would be on the way. "PLEASE WAKE UP!!!" my mother screamed.

"Uh...?" I was puzzled to find that I was back on my bed-not 5 metres in the air. Was I like, dreaming??? I thought. Oh well... Maybe I thought too much... I should take a bath... I thought.

These feelings rushed through my mind on Monday, August 21, 2006

BAD DAY

Today is such a sucky day. But I can see that Blogger's publishing format has changed to the usual one. Or is it just my sucky computer? Never mind. I hate this bit of my life. When something you thought was good turned out to be bad. Perhaps Lynn knows the first part which is that I borrowed a CD from my school's library. Second part is that when installed it, it was a success. BUT when I launched it, WHAT A STUPID VIRUS ATTACK. I HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH. Hmph! The screenshots are so boring, anyway(Hey, I'm trying to be OPTIMISTIC here, okay?!). URGH... What should I do?! I went through all the Avril Lavigne fan club sites... Urgh... But if you want them, it's okay... Since I'm so bored...
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Avril Lavigne's Official Fan Club Site
Avril Style ( Remember to choose your language. Other than English & Thai, there are more @ the bottom )
Avril - Steamy Touch
A - Lavigne
Avril On
Lavigne - Avril
Just Avril
Avril Thailand
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And... For you Lindsay, Britney, Ashlee (Simpson), Kelly, Mcfly & Jojo fans, your fan club sites are categorized below. Some of them are not working so... Ignore them and go to the other one. If all of them are not working... Sorry. Some of them are in Thai too because the creators are Thais so... Don't blame me!!! You can use these webs to get photos of your idols( Not SI! ), too.
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Lindsay fans
Lindsay - Online
Lindsay Web
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Britney fans
Britney Thailand
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Ashlee fans
Ashlee Simpson
Ashlee Thailand
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Kelly Clarkson fans
K Clarkson
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Mcfly fans
Mcflying high
Mcfly Wonderland
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Jojo fans
Jojo Online
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Sigh. There you have it. What the-! GM wants me to eat DINNER NOW! Urgh!!! Not until when I told her I was talking to Dad... HAHA!!! Okay... I got to go and check news update on Singapore Idol!!! So BYEEEE!!!



P.S - YOU GUYS MUST REMEMBER 24th AUGUST OR I WILL KILL YOU!!!

These feelings rushed through my mind on Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Happy National Day!!!

Hey Singaporeans!!! Today is NATIONAL DAY!!! Singapore is now... 41 years old!!! Well, excluding those days... The Dark Years... So, excluding the years when we were ruled by the British and Japanese, we are 41 years old!!! =D I am such a big Singapore fanatic... Haha!!! I love everything Singapore has!!! Except for the money bit... =P Haha... Anyway, SINGAPORE ROCKS!!! I hope next time, I will be a very famous Interior Designer and make Singapore proud. If not, I will be a famous singer - maybe. Or maybe... I can have a job that has something to do with computers... And be a proffesional in it! And make Singapore proud! Haha!!! I know it's silly but I really want Singapore to stand tall and not be looked down by other countries. One of them is THAILAND. YES. THAILAND. I'm not insulting Thailand or anything but it's them! Ok... Plans for tonight... Go to somewhere where the NDP fireworks are visible!!! I hate it when they broadcast it on TV... It's like, suddenly they go to the Host and suddenly they go to the fireworks. Then later they shoot the performance while the fireworks are still in the sky and suddenly they go back to the fireworks. IRRITATING, RIGHT?!?!?! Ok. Why I'm so eager to see the fireworks is because when we (the P5 level) went to the rehearsal, the fireworks were fantastic! =) Ok... I have to go now... You guys enjoy National Day, okay???

P.S - I lost my National Flag!!! It can't be found!!! Well, not exactly my fault lah!!! But I lost it!!! Where do you buy it??? SOMEONE TELL ME!!!

These feelings rushed through my mind on Wednesday, August 09, 2006

IJ Idol sucks

Stupid IJ Idol semi-finalists! Since Mrs Ortega knows that they sing out of tune, why did she chose them as the semi-finalists?!?!?! Their voices are so sandy and rusty! They can't even reach those high notes! Except for Joanne (JWSD), Yi Hui and Channel! But... =( I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YI HUI DIDN'T GET IN!!! THAT IDIOTIC LEANORA GOT IN INSTEAD. She can't even sing!!! WHAT THE HELL MAN. SO IT SUCKED! Except for the part where JWSD started singing. Other than that, everything was HELL. Ok. This is going to be very short. If your name is in this post and I insulted you, sorry. I'm like that.

These feelings rushed through my mind on Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Camp ROCKS!

Hm... Haven't been blogging for sometime now... Because of Camp, Stress, ASSesments and homework. Duh it's bad... And yeah, some changes with blog. You can't see the orange bar with the change font style... Size and colour... Now the default font for the post (when you are typing your post) has even changed... It's changed from Georgia to Courier New... Sucks! Ah shit... Thinking about camp makes me cry... I miss camp okay! I cried on the last day of camp when we had to leave... It's so sad!!! My camp trainer Alethia ROCKS!!! Camp Trainer Shahril ROCKS TOO!!! If he had a bit more flesh... Hehe =D... But he got already... A lot of us that one him okay!!! But so sad... He even showed Lynn the pic of his... =( So sad... Then got one guy Iskandar A.K.A "Gu Niang" because Shahril ask him to act gay then he act so like gay lor!!! Then Sarah, one of the trainers created like 3 "Gu Niang" claps. Then all got like *clap* "Haiya..." then continue depending on how many claps you want lah. Then also got Macho claps... Then 1 Shahril clap... 1 Kai clap... He is partially -well- mostly bald because a bee stung him and all his hair dropped out... Poor thing... He also learned the "Choppe" thing from us and he always say "CHOPPE!" then everyone does the same... Haha... This is the table of what I did during the Camp... Oh & it's a 3 day 2 night camp by the way...
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1st day - Welcoming and Briefing, Moving In, Ice-Breaking and Objective setting, Banner-making, Lunch, Bukit Timah Hike (My group was the last to set off but the first to reach the summit=D!!!), Campfire preparation, Dinner, Song Session, Night Hike, Supper and Debrief, Shower and SLEEP!!!

2nd Day - Gathering, Breakfast, Area Cleaning, Challenging Rope Courses, Rock Wall Climbing, Flying Fox/Abseiling, Outdoor Cooking, Team building, General Station, PS(not sure what it stands for), Dinner, Campfire, Shower, Supper and Debrief and SLEEP!!!

3rd Day - Breakfast, Packing and Area Cleaning, Debrief, Reflection and Evaluation, Prize presentation (My group won the prize for "The Most Enthusiastic Group"!!!) and closing, Depart for school and Journey back to school... =( I cried...
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For the Song Session, they taught us quite a few songs... Some also not songs lah... But... Here's the list and the lyrics (I LOVE lists... Hehe!!!). Some I think you people learn already...
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**Adiji Yell**

Trainers : Adiji Adiji
1st Respond : Ah ooh ah!
Trainers : Adiji Adiji
2nd Respond : Zis boom ba!
1st Respond : Ah ooh ah!
2nd Respond : Zis boom ba!
Together : RAH! RAH! RAH!

**Campfire Burning**
Trainers : Campfire Burning now
Respond : Campfire Burning now!
Trainers : Campfire Burning now
Respond : Campfire Burning now!
Trainers : Burning now...
Respond : Burn! Burn! Burn!
Trainers : Burning now...
Respond : Burn! Burn! Burn!
Trainers : Campfire burning in a dark dark night(you go)
Respond : Ooh yeah, yippy yippy yeah
Trainers : Campfire burning in a dark dark night(you go)
Respond : Ooh yeah, yippy yippy yeah

**Sunshine (remix) **
You are my sun-sun-sun-sun-shine
My only sun-sun-sun-sun-shine
You make me ha-ha-ha-ha-ppy
When skies are gr-gr-gr-gr-grey

You never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take my sun-
shine away...

**Can't smile without you**
You know I can't smile without you (Woo Hoo)
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and
I can't sing
I'm finding it hard
to do anything

You know I feel sad when you're sad (Boo Hoo)
I feel glad when you're glad
If only you knew,
What I'm going through
I just can't smile~
Without you!!!

**Bumble bee song**
Zzzzzzzzz.....
*piak!*
I...
Caught a little baby bumble bee
I caught a little baby bumble bee
Mommy, Mommy come and see!
I caught a little baby bumble bee

Ouch... It stung me...
I'm...
Squishing up my baby bumble bee
I'm squishing up my baby bumble bee
Mommy, Mommy come and see!
I'm squishing up my baby bumble bee

Eee... So yucky...
(To be continued.. SOON)
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During the Campfire, each group had a buddy group (example : Group 1's buddy is Group 2, Group 3's buddy is Group 4 and so on) so they had to perform a 3 minute thing... So our mega-large group's name is "A-Square" because it's Aries with Aquarius... Then our performance... LIST WITHOUT ACTIONS!!! (Here I go again...)
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**Watermelon Exercise**
Early in the morning,
Breath in, Breathe out...
Stretch to your left and
Stretch to your right...
One BIG Watermelon cut into half,
one for you and one for me!

**A-Square Cheer**
I don't know what I've been told (Echo)
A-Square is as good as gold (")
We're so good we can't be beat (")
We'll be a legend before we leave! (")
Always ready to take a stand (")
We shall conquer the whole wide land! (")
SO...
DON'T TOUCH MY BLING BLING COZ' I'VE GOT MY CHICKEN WING!
GO... A-SQUARE!!!

**Worm Song**
Nobody likes me, everybody hates me
I'm gonna eat some worms!
Fat ones, skinny ones, tiny little squishy ones
See how they wiggle and squirm!
I bite of their heads, suck out their guts,
throw their skins away! *KA-PUII!*
Nobody knows, how I eat those worms
3 times everyday!!!

**L.O.V.E**
L, is for the way you look at me
O, is for the only one I see
V, is very very EXTRAordinary
E, is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you,
love, is more than just a game for two...
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it!
Love, was made for me and you!!!

All 4 leaders (including me!!!) :"This song is dedicated to everyone who
made this camp a success including..."
Althea : The Principal,
Audrey : Teachers
Ananta(ME) : Trainers
Hilary : And friends

**Because Of You**
You're my sunshine after the rain...
You are the cure against my fears and my pains...
Coz' I'm losing my mind
When you're not around...
It's all...
It's all because of you!!!
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Got too go... my GM is nagging again... What a pain...

These feelings rushed through my mind on Friday, August 04, 2006

Memories Will Perish Someday...

Well, guess it all ends here. On this very exact day. The 17th of July. Year 2006. What an unlucky year. Must it end so soon??? Why can't we break the damned record? A friendship of 3 long-lasting years? Or maybe even forever? Eternity???

Life's plain wreck. Don't mouth the words. I know you guys. Very well. Don't tell me anything. I know what you have in mind. It's just a MISUNDERSTANDING. Looking at that tree... My legs just lead me to that very place without me noticing... Is that a sign to tell us that we must get back together? Or just a sudden urge... Or is it that I miss you guys? We shared so many happy moments... But they just faded away... Like a mysterious fog... With no where to go... Just wandering around with no path to follow...

Was it the final straw??? The scream??? I can't forget the last time we laughed... How I wish our relationship will be the same again... Tears just keep streaming down my face... Is it just going to perish forever??? NO!!! SHUT UP! FORGET THE FAREWELL LETTER! IT'S UNNECESSARY! It will only hurt more... Why bother... Just be [mad about piano]...

These feelings rushed through my mind on Monday, July 17, 2006

CHIJ Idol

How I wish I had enough courage to join CHIJ Idol!!! My neighbours and relatives have noticed and said that my voice was good and clear... But I'm still so shy!!! Okay, I used to practice my singing in the shower, I admit it's stupid but most of talents start there, right? Yes, even Paul Twohill sings in the shower. Now, here's the continuation of the story(Jeez, it's been long, right?).
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Previously : Ananta was panicking about the mysterious dissapearance of her Grandmother. Suddenly, she heard a knock on the door. When she opened it...
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"Grandma!!! Where have you been?!?!?! I was worried sick about you!" Ananta exclaimed excitedly and her heartbeat became steady and clam as before.
"And... And... What's that in your hand??? Why is it so... Green and yellow and... Black?" she asked with a look of disgust. "Oh... Why that look on your face??? It's just some bottles of oinment," her Grandmother explained. Ointment?!?!?! What ointment has so many disgusting colours?! They're not even... Mixed together!!! I hope it's not for me!!! Ananta thought. "Now, will you please open the gate? These bottles are heavy!" complained her Grandmother. Ananta unlocked the metal gate for her Grandmother with the key, aware of the stench coming from the bottles. She pinched her nose and kept them away in the medicine shelf. When her Grandmother saw her doing that, she shook her head and though, That child... Ananta led out a loud sigh of relief and went to wash her face and hands. "My, are you that allergic to some bottle of ointment? Mind you, it's for me!"her Grandmother said. Oh... And mind you, can I hate it and be allergic to it? thought Ananta, selfishly with sinister eyes glaring at the bottles of ointment. She went to her study table, took out her blue pen and started writing a letter to Nikko, her best friend and the only one that can help her out because Nikko is knowned to be a good "counsellor" in the "Gang" that Claire, Lynn, Ananta, Gloria and she were in.
The letter :
I hate those stupid, stinky bottles of ointment! They stink so much that my pencil case has that smell now though it's metres away from the medicine shelf! And mind you, it is kept IN A SHELF! SHELF!!! SHELF!!! D=<>=P One has Green on the top, Yellow in the middle and Black at the bottom. The other one, the second, has Yellow on the top, Green in the middle and Black at the bottom. The last one, the third, has Black on the top, Yellow at the bottom and Green in the middle. "It's all for different uses!" SHE says. If I just change the order of the colours, wouldn't they be the same?!?!?! ARGH!!! The colours are not even mixed or "dissolved" properly!!! I HATE THEM!!! D=<>

These feelings rushed through my mind on Thursday, July 13, 2006

Serves her right!

Haha! Cheryl (CHEOW) got reprimanded by Mrs C Ng today for lying to her. She wrote a story titled : Drugs Destroy. It's our homework on Continious writing & Mrs Ng even said that the text in her story was very mature. BUT, the rest of the class except for some knew that she copied from a book which contained all the essays warning people not to consume drugs. I read that book twice and could only remember one story and the story, coincidentally, was the one that Cheryl lifted. When Mrs Ng asked her whether she copied from any book, she told her that she only got the IDEA from it. I was very sure that she copied two whole pages and the last paragraph from the third/last page. How was I so sure? Before class started, I don't know why but I just opened the class library. I saw only one of that particular essay book. There was supposed to be two! When Mrs Ng told the story to all of us, I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!!! Everyone was looking at each other and whispering about that. I urged Yi Hui, Lynn and Reena to tell Mrs Ng but Yi Hui told me, "Aiya... You don't be like that lah... She copy, never mind. Exam come, she fail, not our problem what!" I admit, I agree to that but the thing now is that will she admit it or not. When Mrs Ng asked us about our opinion, we all looked at each other with an "it's-so-unfair!" look and said,"Yes...". We had to make her feel great and think that no one knows at first. But in the end, SUCCESS!!! I finally got her to tell the truth!!! She was like... guilt-stricken and stuttered,"Erm... Er... Okay okay... I will tell... But I want to wait until everyone leaves for recess! Please...!" I was like, okay... But I told her to show Mrs Ng that essay book. When everyone left for recess, Jaslene and I stayed back to be the witnesses but we left because Mrs Ng told us to leave for recess because it was a serious matter - lying. I only heard these few sentences :
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"Well Cheryl, I see a lot of your story here. Well, what do you have to say?"
"Cheryl, I want you to reflect on what you have done and write it on a piece of fool-scap paper and hand it in to me later."
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That was all I heard. But then, it serves her right! Who asked her to lift it from the book?!?!?! HUH?!?!?! HAHA!!! JUSTICE IS DONE...!!!!

These feelings rushed through my mind on Friday, July 07, 2006

The ugly letdown...

BRAZIL FANS! COULD YOU BELEIVE YOUR EYES WHEN YOU WATCHED THE WORLD CUP LAST NIGHT?!?!?! I COULDN'T!!! I HATE FRANCE!!! D=< FRANCE SUCKS!!!!!! WHAT A LETDOWN MAN...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ok... Anyway, here's the story... Since I "promised"... (Sorry Gloria for copying... You don't mind right? Anyways, mine's not weekly or anything...) Oh and the story is not true... For some parts... The UNTRUE part is that I don't walk home from school & others...
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"The same old day..."Ananta murmured when she was walking back home from school. She was sick and tired of her teacher's lectures. They were always something about Thaheera, the "Snotty little girl". She always picks her nose and licks it. Then, she just flicks it in the air! "EURGH!!!" Ananta shivered. Once she reached home, she took a deep breath. "It's good to be home! No more lectures..."she grunted when she metioned the word "lectures". She slumped her bag onto the chair and prepared to bathe. It was only then when she forgot something... "Grandma, I'm home! Sorry for the late 2 minutes notice!" she shouted. She walked in to the bathroom and almost undressed when she realized something. Her Grandmother always replies when she says that. She ran to her Father's and Grandmother's room in search of her Grandmother but still no avail. "WHERE ARE YOU GRANDMA?!?!?!"shouted Ananta, frantically. She panicked and panicked until she called her next-door neighbour. "Did you see her go out or something?"Ananta asked. "Erm... No... But maybe she did because my windows are closed and I was sleeping... I'm sick today you see."replied her neighbour in a very sickly voice. "Phew... At least there is a light of hope..."Ananta thought as she calmed down. *Knock knock*!!! Someone was knocking on the main door... "Who could it be???"Ananta wondered as she walked towards the main door. She unlocked the door and she saw...

These feelings rushed through my mind on Sunday, July 02, 2006

Open Your Eyes

Looking back I clearly see
what it is that's killing me
Through the eyes of one I know
I see a vision once let go
I had it all

Constantly it burdens me
Hard to trust and can't believe
Lost the faith and lost the love
When the day is done

Will they open their eyes
and realize we're one
On and on we stand alone
until our day has come
When they open their eyes
and realize we're one

I love the way I feel today
but how I know the Sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
what will always live in me
But still I run

It's hard to walk this path alone
hard to know which way to go
Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change?

Will they open their eyes
and realize we're one
On and on we stand alone
until our day has come
When they open their eyes
and realize we're one

Still today we cary on
I know our day has come
When they open their eyes
and realize we're one

Will they open their eyes
and realize we're one
On and on we stand alone
Hard to know which way to go
Will they open their eyes
and realize we're one
Lost the faith and lost the love
when the day is done

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NOTE : From today onwards I will use lyrics to express how I feel sometimes... Thanks...


P.S - I hope you will understand

These feelings rushed through my mind on Monday, June 26, 2006

Computer Lessons

Hey. Now I'm in SCHOOL! Taking computer lessons about Dreamweaver and etc... It's boring, actually. & you know what? The teacher is so childish & lame! She made an example of a website and named it "BUBBLY_GAL". Childish, right? I was thinking,She might as well join the "PPG". LOL. She's so long-winded! What's worst is, our break is only 10 minutes! WTH! Anyway, one of my friends told me that I'm not supposed to come here... Hehe... But if the teacher doesn't catch me, why not? Since I'm having this computer lesson for 3 days... I might as well blog for 3 days. About this lesson of course... But that is, IF the teacher doesn't catch me. Ok... I was late for the lesson today. Just because I waited for my public bus for 45 minutes! Oh no. Time's almost up. Continuing soon!

These feelings rushed through my mind on Monday, June 19, 2006

WHY

Shit... Shit... SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!! I lost that thing! Claire, Lynn, Nikko & Gloria... You guys should know... I think except for Claire... But what should I do??? Gloria, though you are photocopying it for me, I won't be safe. What if Mrs C Ng asks me where's the thing? If I use fool-scap paper, she'll know right away, right? Please photocopy it for me! I don't want you to photocopy the card!!! It's still no use if you photocopy the card!!! Please!!! I promise I will not copy your answers!!! PLEASE!!!!!! I would really appreaciate it if you do!!!

These feelings rushed through my mind on Saturday, June 17, 2006

I miss you...

Sometimes, I wished I'd never dissapointed you... I wished I always made you happy and always had a good behavior... I really miss you... And appreciate what you have done for me... When I found out what you did, I was really touched... And knew that I had made a tremendous mistake... I'm really sorry... Hope you'll see this... Even if you don't, at least the whole world knows...

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I really don't know what's gotten into me nowadays... I just... Miss him. If you don't know what exactly is going on then call me... Okay...? Really sorry if I've caused any distraction, problems or any... whatever... Just... *sigh* I'm sorry, okay?

These feelings rushed through my mind on Saturday, June 10, 2006

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